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でも手のひらの中には何もないけど
rainbow, organized
effluency
Ahhhh, Livejournal... there are times when you are the best option.

Like now, at 1:42 in the morning in my kitchen procrastinating while listening to Mumford.

In the last week, I've noticed that I think (somehow), this year I've become the college student I've always wanted to be. I think I've finally found that mixture of work and play that I've been looking for since my freshman year. I think I finally have friends I can feel as close to as my friends back home. I have awesome room mates, but not so awesome that we NEVER argue (Sarah and I are so well-suited to each other it's scary hahaha).

And finally, most importantly, I feel like a student leader. And I think I've always wanted to feel that.

Last night, my close friend and room mate Sarah were in a small study room in the 24-hour Science Engineering Library studying when a friend of ours came in. Immediately we started talking about how busy we were, but it was in such a GOOD way. Furthermore, all three of us were e-board members of three different but interconnected groups.

It felt.... really great. I don't know. I can't explain it.

I'm just really enjoying life right now, I guess. That's... that's all hahaha.

By the way, for practice sake, I'm going to start translating my posts into Japanese. So I'll cut to it!

はー、やっぱりライブジャーナルに書いた方が良い時があるね。

例えば、朝1:47に音楽を聞きながら台所で宿題をやろうとしてる今だ。

今週、何とかずっとなりたかった大学生になったと思う気づいた。やっと一年生の時からの遊びや勉強やバイトのバランスを見つけられた。ついにこっちにトレドの友達みたいな友達を作ったし、ほんとにスゴイルームメイトがいるしね。(まっ、時々もちろん文句があるけどそれも大丈夫だと思わない?サラとやばく付き合えるからね。)

だけど一番大切のは、リーダーなんかの感じがします。ずっとこんな気持ちが欲しかったと思うよ。

昨晩、サラと一緒に24時間開いてる科学工学図書館で勉強していたところに、ほかの友達が来て、いろいろな忙しさの話をしたんだ。忙しいことは忙しいけど、何だか、悪くないことと言う事だ。それに、私達は別々だけど関係もあるクラブのリーダーだよ。

なんか、よく分かんないけど、いい感じだった。それだけね 笑