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fake smiles, 頑張る, fragile
Once again everybody, of course it's been a while...

Well I've just submitted my application to study abroad at International Christian University for the next academic year.

(I picked ICU because of their linguistics program; it turns out nobody who goes there is Christian except for the professors who need baptism certificates in order to be hired...)

The estimated cost for studying abroad in Japan (this is the whole number for EEEEEEVVVERYTHIIIING you can think of) is $35,000.

That is a big number.

I have no idea if I can come close to that number.

But I've gotta damn well try my best.

Ahhhhh, this is the feeling of my senior year in high school all over again... somehow it's extremely motivating. Thinking about the amount of work I need to put into everything to make everything work out suddenly makes me less tired, less hungry, less concerned about anything other than getting it all done as efficiently as possible.

Alas, Japan has turned me into a robot u_u (Just kidding hahaha)